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 Speaking of Venice Beach being a retirement village for urban fantasy protagonists, something pretty funny happened last Sunday. 
 
 
So, Titian and I had our jewelry sales booth parked next to two magical practitioners who we both know: N the energy healer, a very kind older Eastern European man who does chakra work, a straightforward sweetness and light Christian. Then there was T, who is interesting, he sells magical potions and powders, and does a kind of otherkin pop culture homebrew prophetic sorcery... and is also very Christian. In an eccentric way, but he's got a Bible right there next to the Key of Solomon. Then us. 
 
And this evangelical dude turns up to argue with N, of all people, and tell him he's going to hell. And dude does at least actually read his own religious text, at least, so he's admonishing N with Bible quotes. 
 
So N is talking back to him, holding his own, peacefully. All of us are watching, of course, because N is an absolute cinnamon roll and I think if someone hurt him they'd bring down the wrath of every other van dweller who isn't as pacifist as he is. I have a megaphone in our merch bag and if he looks more than mildly impatient at any point I'm gonna use it.

And then T steps in and gets the evangelical dude's attention. Dude moves over to T's booth and they get in an enthusiastic scriptural argument.

While all this is happening, the homeless guy who hangs out at our booth, who is also one of the most powerful practitioners on the beach if it's one of his better days, chimes in to talk about the archangel he channels, because, babe, this is Venice Beach, it was never not gonna get weirder.
 
And evangelical dude finally gets tired of being outclassed and moves on....

Then takes one look at our booth... Pride stickers, pentacles, interfaith esoterica, mushrooms, eyes... My femboy-looking ass behind the table in rainbow eye makeup...

We didn't bring the T-shirts that day, sadly, because I'm curious how he would've reacted to IF GOD GIVES ME A MANSION I PROMISE TO USE IT FOR EVIL SEX. But the vibes are enough. He gives up and walks away without saying a word. (That said, I won't take too much credit; T is a man of strong conviction and charismatic presence. I can't imagine wanting to get back in the ring for anything substantial after a religious argument with him.) 
 
I was a little disappointed, I was going to greet him like, "Hi, congratulations, you've finally found the heretics! Test your faith looking on our gay shit!"

At one point during all this I turned to Titian and said "This is what it must have been like at the first ecumenical councils", to which she agreed. Pure exegetic chaos.
 
Hilarious exegetic chaos, because even if the evangelical guy was a total killjoy, it's pure comedy that he skipped the atheists and Satanists twenty feet away and found a stretch of beach inhabited by a bunch of wizards who do actually earnestly believe in Jesus, in one way or another*, and have thought out their beliefs at some length.  

*Myself included; I just don't think Jesus' relationship to divinity was or is unique or non-replicable. This makes me a heretic in a lot of religions, which is even more fun than being a regular singly practicing heretic! 

insurance company annoyance

Feb. 4th, 2026 05:03 pm
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After a lot of time on chats and multiple phone calls, the last person I spoke to said that Dr. Awad is in-network, so I don't need the insurer's "continuity of care" paperwork.

This started with me being told that she was out of network, and that I would need a "continuity of care" form to keep seeing her. The first person I talked to, in chat, said I needed that form, and offered me one to download. When I looked at it, the form he'd sent me said it was for four specific states, not including Massachusetts, and that mental health required a different form anyway. He also told me that I need a referral for psychiatry, and don't need a referral for behavioral health, and didn't understand why I was confused.

I tried again, and got someone who agreed that I needed a special form, and gave me a phone number. I stopped there, showered and dressed, and went out to pick up prescriptions and buy ice cream. That at least worked smoothly.

I came home and called the behavioral health team, which asked a few questions, and told me to call a different number. The person I spoke to this time said that she would need a bunch of information, and I should have the provider call them. I then asked if the doctor's NPI number would help. Yes, it would: according to that, she's in-network for me, because she takes Medicare. I hope that's true, but am not confident of that, or anything related to this.

Separately from that, I have asked Dr. Bershel's office for referrals, including to Dr. Awad, which is why I'd already looked up her NPI number.

Reading Submissions

Feb. 4th, 2026 11:33 am
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There's a terrible tension when reading fiction submissions between wanting to share the experience (both the good and the questionable) and knowing that no good ever came from discussing specific submissions in public. [1] Especially when...*waves hi to some of my submitters who also read this journal.*

If I had an editorial team, then that would be the appropriate forum for such discussions, but the project simply isn't big enough to call for anyone besides me. (Also, part of the joy of a small project is that ability to cater to one's own tastes without the need for compromise.)

I think as the Fiction Series has evolved, I've gotten a bit more skilled at identifying and articulating what I'm looking for and what drives my decisions. I've blogged a couple times in general terms on that topic (and link to it in the Call for Submissions) so even those who don't follow me personally in social media can have a glimpse inside my decisions process, if they care to.

Anyway, nothing really important here, just ruminating on my current priority. Only 7 more stories to read in the first round, then comes the harder part.

[1] Conventions have occasionally had panels on the theme "it came from the slush pile" where stories get shared, but anything that gets specific enough that a particular story/author could be identified is rather in bad taste.
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This all-new Human Gorilla Heists Bundle presents .PDF ebooks from Human Gorilla Creations that help you create tabletop fantasy roleplaying adventures of thieves and thievery.

Bundle of Holding: Human Gorilla Heists
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Aisha's unique senses could help the empire escape the ecological crisis the empire has inadvertently engineered. Too bad dynastic security requires her death.

The Girl from the West (Kokun, volume 1) by Nahoko Uehashi (Translated by Cathy Hirano)

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Feb. 4th, 2026 02:21 am
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You can buy Kirkland Signature paper towels on Temu from a "local vendor", presumably someone drop-shipping them from Costco. They cost about $10 more than the regular price but if you manage to get on the rolling credit deal you only pay for about 10-15% of your whole purchase amount - as long as you don't mess up on claiming the rebate. So next time we're out of paper towels I may get to pay about $4 actual cost. 

The Chinese government is probably subsidizing this purchase from a US middleman to a US buyer, of which most of the price goes into Costco's pocket, since I can't imagine a shoplifting ring going after these packages. (They're volumetrically about the size of my partner, a small adult human. I can barely wrestle them into the shopping cart when I go to Costco in person.) 

Weird time to be alive!

Another seller has a 1.75 oz jar of Maison F Crayssac truffle caviar (list price $25) going for $100. I admire the chutzpah. It'd only be about $12 actual cost after everything averaged out, but I have a tiny jar of potent truffle aioli that I got for $2 at Grocery Outlet and it is already as much truffle as I need in my life. 

Do be aware, not every deal is good at the end of the day, occasionally you will be sent the stupidest substitutions so never rely on a Temu order for a time-sensitive need, and actually "winning the game" takes being thoughtful and methodical. 
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Fig (2011 - 2026)

Feb. 3rd, 2026 11:45 pm
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I just got email from Fig's owner that Fig (who I owned from 2012 to 2017) passed away this evening. Cause unknown. My impression is Fig just didn't wake up.

Veggies of My Estates

Feb. 3rd, 2026 04:48 pm
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I forget whether I discovered the technique for turning artichoke leaves into cardoons earlier than last year. Having solidly learned the knack, I've started the harvest already (while the globes won't start showing up for a couple more months). The result is basically a slightly bitter "carrier" for other flavors, but they add bulk and fiber to a dish. They go well with marinara sauce, for example.

I actually got my act together to grow some "winter vegetables" this year and have a dozen cabbages thinking about doing something, as well as some assorted greens. Haven't checked to see if the peas have come up, but there are also onions that were started as seed last spring that have gotten as far as scallions now. This is the tricky time of year when I don't have the irrigation turned on, so I need to pay attention to whether it's raining often enough to keep things going.

I harvested all dozen or so of my grapefruit and they're chilling happily in the crisper drawer. (Some critter had gotten to a couple of them, so I didn't want to leave them on the tree.) I have a half grapefruit every couple of days, since the word is that they don't always play well with blood thinners and I don't want to overdo it, but that'll take me through the end of the month or so.

The juice oranges are mostly ripe and I'm picking one or two at a time. (I think there may be a couple dozen in total across three trees.) And it's time to Do Something with this year's Seville orange crop, which reminds me I need to reach out to the friend who wants some for marmalade. (I can never remember what the middle vowel in marmalade should be on the first try.)

Other than that, I need to spend a lot more time pruning and weeding during the wet-and-fallow season. But the first daffodil bloomed today, so there's that.

Seen on the Watsfic Discord

Feb. 3rd, 2026 02:40 pm
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QWP


Hey everyone,

**This year marks WATSFIC's 50th Anniversary!** To commemorate this we are releasing a new issue of our club fanzine Starsongs.

If you would like to become an officially published author, we are opening up submissions right now! Send us your **short stories, opinion pieces, open letters** [to systems, games, concepts, authors, or WATSFIC itself], **reviews of Sci-Fi/Fantasy** games, books, or other media, **your best drawings or paintings**, or whatever else you'd like to share with WATSFIC and the greater UW Community. We will endeavour to accept and print as many submissions as possible as long as they are club appropriate. If you're unsure if your idea is right for Starsongs, please don't hesitate to contact an exec and we'd be more than happy to discuss it and/or workshop it with you!

If you are looking for inspiration, you can find the 1970s releases of Starsongs on the University of Waterloo's Digital Library.

**We will be accepting submissions until the end of March, if you would like to contribute** please fill out this form here.

-# Submissions after March 31st may still be accepted, but we cannot promise anything, so please try to get any and all submission in before this deadline to ensure your work can be considered.

D&D scenario

Feb. 3rd, 2026 11:54 am
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Decades after the PCs' last adventure, an old epic foe reappears, still bent on conquest.

Time to get the band back together!

Alas, the band isn't just dispersed. All but one member is long dead.

Happily, the last surviving member is a necromancer.

Welp.

Feb. 3rd, 2026 12:54 am
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Not my best way to start a year, honestly, this state of mind.



ETA ... okay random shuffle is being perfect in a lolsob way.

Time is like a bullet from behind
I run for cover just like you
Time is like a liquid in my hands
I swim for dry land just like you

Time is like a blanket on my face
I try to be here just like you
Time is just a fiction of our minds
I will survive and so will you

We are the only ones right now that are celebrating
And we are joining hands right now
We are the only ones right now that are suffocating
We are the dying ones right now

As the water grinds the stone
We rise and fall
As our ashes turn to dust
We shine like stars

Here's the whole thing, and welp.

Official video.

Groundhog Day gift exchange

Feb. 2nd, 2026 09:00 pm
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The Scintillation Discord does an annual Groundhog Day gift exchange, a somewhat arbitrary date that has nothing to do with either weather/climate predictions or time loops (xkcd: https://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/groundhog_day_meaning_2x.png). I received two small books, a blank notebook, and some dark chocolate stars, along with a note explaining that the giver wasn't sure what to get me.

The bag of chocolate says "contains: milk, soy" with no further information, so I sent the shop an email asking for more information, and explaining why. The store is in Minneapolis, so I added that I hope they aren't doing too badly under ICE occupation. I have already heard back, with a note saying that the items are made for them, so he can't be sure how much milk or soy they contain, and that they are doing OK during these very troubling times.

Books read, late January

Feb. 2nd, 2026 04:48 pm
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Stephanie Burgis, Enchanting the Fae Queen. I always love Steph's writing, and this was a fun book when I needed a fun book. This one felt weighted on the romance side of the romance/fantasy balance early in the book, but the fantasy plot did come roaring back in the last third. I wonder how much that reaction is objective and how much it's that it's an "enemies to lovers" plot, which is a trope that's always a hard sell for me. Looking forward to the third one.

Sophie Burnham, Bloodtide. Book two in its series, please do not start here as a lot of the emotional weight starts with book one in this series, but if you were having fun with this science fiction against empire, here's more, and there's natural disaster and community uprising and good stuff.

Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland. Reread. Okay but! This is not the Tenniel illustrations, which my godmother gave me when I was small. This is the Tove Jansson illustrations, which I had never seen before, and they're delightful and very Jansson.

Steph Cherrywell, Unboxing Libby. This is a delightful older MG book about a bunch of young humaniform robots on Mars on a voyage of self-discovery opposed to the corporate bullshit that brought them there. I hope Cherrywell does more unique fun books like this.

John Chu, The Subtle Art of Folding Space. Discussed elsewhere.

Samuel K. Cohn Jr., trans., Popular Protest in Late Medieval Europe. A sourcebook of a lot of translated primary sources about uprisings, rebellions, and protests in mostly Italy and France in this era. (When he says "north of the Alps," he means "the region of France that is north of where you would draw the latitude line for the Alps," alas, but still interesting for itself.) Useful if you're super-interested in popular uprisings, which guess who is.

Colin Cotterill, The Coroner's Lunch, Thirty-Three Teeth, Disco for the Departed, and Anarchy and Old Dogs. Rereads. Sometimes you look up and it's been twenty years since a series you like started, and you haven't reread the beginning of it since then. I say "series you like," but what happened here is that I liked the beginning a lot and have sort of grown less interested in the later volumes, so I was worried that it was a case of "my standards went up and his stayed the same." It was not! The first volumes are still quite good, nothing else quite like them. They're historical magical realist murder mysteries set in 1970s Laos, and the setting is a large part of the focus of the books. I firmly believe, as of this reread, that they are marketed as mysteries primarily because that's the subgenre that knew how to market comparatively short series novels with an atypical setting, because the mystery structure is not at all traditional. Some elements are not handled as we'd handle them now, but so far I am feeling that the characters whose identities might be handled differently now are being treated with respect by the narrative if not by the people around them. I can't think of another series that has as good a character with Downs as Mr. Geung. I love him so much. He gets to have his own strengths, interests, sense of humor, agency. Sometimes the people around him call him the r-word or underestimate him, and they are always proven wrong. Similarly, in the fourth book we meet Auntie Bpoo, a trans woman who is joyfully, passionately herself and who does not attempt to pass as cis. I love Auntie Bpoo. The language used to introduce her is not what we would use now, and the protagonist--who was born in the early 1900s and is 73 years old in the book--initially underestimates her, but he very quickly learns that this is very, very wrong--and yet just as Mr. Geung never becomes a cloying angel, Auntie Bpoo is allowed to keep some of her rough edges--she's a person, not a sanitized trans icon. However--even with those caveats, not everyone will want to read ableist slurs, misgendering, etc., so judge accordingly whether that's something you want to go through. I'm going to keep on with this series until I hit the point where I'm no longer enjoying it; we'll see where that is.

Dominique Dickey, Redundancies and Potentials. Kindle. Extremely, extremely full of killing. Oh so much killing. Who knew that time travel was in place for the killing? There ends up being emotional weight to it in ways that I find interesting given that I've been watching the James Bond movies that are the exact opposite (zero time travel, zero emotional weight, still tons of killing). Interesting stuff.

Kieron Gillen, Caspar Wijngaard, Clayton Cowles, and Rian Hughes, The Power Fantasy Vol. 1: The Superpowers. This felt to me like they were afraid they wouldn't get to do as much series as they had plot, and so everything sort of got jammed in on top of each other. The extremely personal take on Mutually Assured Destruction was interesting--but also this is a comic about MAD, so if you're not up for very visceral potential of destroying the world today, maybe save it for later.

Lisa Goldstein, Ivory Apples. Reread. Goldstein definitely knows how to write a sentence, so this was a smooth read that ultimately did not hang together on the reread for me. There are too many places where someone's motivations, especially the villain's, are based on "somehow they got the feeling that xyz" which then turn out to be correct for no particular reason, and I think what the muses are doing as metaphors for creative work simply don't end up working for me when pressed into service for an entire book's worth of material. A lot of the individual chapters are vivid, but the ending just isn't enough for me, alas.

Theodora Goss, Letters from an Imaginary Country. Lots of familiar favorites in this collection as well as some new things, demonstrating once again the breadth of what the field is publishing and of what even a fairly focused author (Goss loves ethereal fairytale-type fantasy) can manage to do.

Rachel Hewitt, Map of Nation: A Biography of the Ordnance Survey. This is about the first surveys of Britain and how the departments involved with them developed, what early technology and staff were used, etc. It's this year's gift to myself for my grandfather's birthday (he worked for a time as a surveyor as a young man) and was, I feel, entirely a success on that front, especially because I like maps and mapping and how people's thinking about them has evolved very much myself.

Jessica Lopez Lyman, Placekeepers: Latina/x Art, Performance, and Organizing in the Twin Cities. It's the nature of this kind of study to overgeneralize and make overemphatic statements in places, and this does probably less of that than most local/contemporary ethnography. It also gave me lots of interesting case studies of a part of my home that's less familiar to me and some things neighbors are getting up to, bracing to read in this time. This isn't all of what we're fighting for, but it's sure what we're fighting for.

Abir Mukherjee, The Burning Grounds. Latest in its mystery series of 1920s Calcutta, exciting and fun, jumps the characters down the line a few years from previous volumes but still probably better if read as part of the series than a stand-alone. Hope he does more.

Arturo Perez-Reverte, The Fencing Master. Much swash very buckle wow.

Teresa Mason Pierre, ed., As the Earth Dreams: Black Canadian Speculative Stories. Read this for book club, and there was an interesting pattern of lack of character agency in most of these stories, which is not my favorite thing. Some stories still a good time, lots of interesting discussion in book club.

Randy Ribay, The Awakening of Roku. Not as strong as the first book in its series, and I felt like it needed another editing pass (sometimes on the sentence level--we've seen Ribay do better than this in the previous book). A fun adventure, but if the Avatar tie-in novelizations had started with this one I'd have shrugged and stopped here. I think in some ways maybe letting Roku off the hook even when it hopes not to be.

Madeleine Robins, Point of Honour, Petty Treason, and The Sleeping Partner. Rereads. When I read the fourth one in this series in the previous fortnight, I remembered how much I liked it, so I went back and reread the whole thing. Yep, still liked it. I think most of them are actually written to be reasonable entry points to the series, so if you're in the market for a slightly-alternate Regency period set of murder mysteries, whatever you can grab here will work pretty well.

Muriel Rukeyser, The Collected Poems of Muriel Rukeyser. This was good enough that I read the whole 600 pages, and yet I did not end up with a favorite poem, I didn't end up vibing with any particular era of her work, and there were some that made me sigh and roll my eyes and go, oh, right, that period. I don't know why not! I can't say, for example, that long, wordy, referential, somewhat-political poems of the 1930s are not my jam--I'm a fan of W.H. Auden. But for whatever reason, the rhythms of Rukeyser's language never caught me up. Well. Now I know.

Melissa Sevigny, Mythical River: Chasing the Mirage of New Water in the American Southwest. Goes back to the Spanish for discussion of what water there is and what water people hoped there would be and what terrible decisions they made around those two things. And a few non-terrible decisions! But. Oof. Interesting stuff, always there for the water, not at all how water works where I am so I can see why the Spanish made some mistakes, and yet, oof.

D.E. Stevenson, Kate Hardy. Kindle. I was expecting this to twist more than it did, because Stevenson sometimes does, and it's better when she does, and also because my Kindle copy had a lot of additional material in the back, biographical sketch and list of other books and so on, so it looked like there was room for more to happen, and then boom, nope, fairly standard happy ending. It was reasonably fun to read but not one of her deeper or more interesting works.

T.H. White, Mistress Masham's Repose. I had picked up several references to this from the ether, but I don't think I actually had a chance to read it when I was small. I'm wondering what it was about the mid-20th century that got us the Borrowers and the Littles and this. Anyway it was cleverly done and reasonably warm and very much of its era, and I'm glad I read it for myself instead of just picking up hints here and there.

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Bundle of Holding: Forbidden Psalm

Feb. 2nd, 2026 02:13 pm
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Eight death-metal miniatures games from OptimisticNL inspired by, and compatible with, the artpunk tabletop roleplaying game Mörk Borg.

Bundle of Holding: Forbidden Psalm
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Posted by Heather Rose Jones

Monday, February 2, 2026 - 10:00

I really needed to have read this article before I wrote the trope podcast episode about familial models in f/f relationships.

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Full citation: 

Loveday, Kiki. “Sister Acts: Victorian Porn, Lesbian Drag, and Queer Reproduction” in Framework: The Journal of Cinema and Media, vol. 60, no. 2, 2019, pp. 201–26.

This article addresses the ticklish topic of the “sapphic incest motif” in erotic art and drama around the turn of the 20th century. Multiple themes braid together within this general context. The rhetorical use of “sisterhood” in support of feminist and sapphic communities. (It isn’t too far a stretch to assert the existence of sapphic communities at this point.) The use of actual or fictional family ties to defuse potential sapphic readings, as with actress Charlotte Cushman’s Romeo playing opposite her real-life sister’s Juliet. And the imagery of implied (or actual) family ties in deliberately erotic imagery, such as “French postcards” depicting nude women.

Focusing for a moment on Cushman’s Romeo: there was an entire industry of pop culture depictions of her and her sister in these roles, encompassing Staffordshire china figurines and lithographs. The mollifying factor of casting her sister as Juliet is contradicted by later performances in which her Juliet was played by at least two of her female lovers (Matilda Hays and Sarah Anderton).

Another thread in the public debates around the definition and perception of incest appears in the long consideration of an English bill concerning the legality of a man marrying his dead wife’s sister. Some have connected this concern to male pornographic fantasies and depictions of “having both sisters,” while pornographic images of pairs of women embracing raised the specter that the sisters might prefer each other instead.

The depiction or presentation of “sister acts” in art and on stage created a gradient of eroticism from explicit postcards to musical and comedy acts in with “sisterhood” could be interpreted as standing in for lesbian sexual relationships (even when performed by real-life sisters). The gradient was expanded further by Victorian attempts to re-define the historical Sappho’s same-sex desire as maternal in nature, focusing on the image of her as a teacher and mentor. [Note: At the same time, some women in erotic relationships used the language of mother-daughter bonds, with no actual familial basis.]

These tangled popular culture connections between family bonds and erotic connections carried over into early 20th century theatrical imagery, such as the vaudeville sister act known as Tempest and Sunshine who appear on the covers of sheet music publications with one sister in drag and the two in a romantic embrace, illustrating songs of courtship and love. Silent films in the pre-Hayes Code era were rife with imagery of “sisters” (whether in terms of the characters or the actresses) in eroticized scenes.

The author suggests that, rather than the ambiguity of “sisterhood” providing a deniable cover for lesbian eroticism, this imagery demonstrates that “any such invisibility or ‘deniability’ was produced in relation to an overwhelming abundance of visibility and plausibility.” That is, any deniability is being projected by modern critics rather than being attributable to the women participating in the production of these images at the time. (A large number of relevant early film titles are mentioned.)

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Dramatis Personae, from the POV of the major NPCs:

Sir Robin, Lord of Asineau Village, with Greymalkin the wingless gryphon
Celyn Bettws, Lord's Consort in Asineau
Viepuck, squire and herald to Sir Robin, with Es*tiaslos the purple eldritch flying octopus
and
Izgil, the dwarf scholar who hangs out in Asineau

When we left off we had just killed a dragon.

So we packed up our nonsense and returned to Asineau. )
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