Sigh.

My life is f-ed up.

I don't want a f-ed up life.

It's really annoying when one can't even explain what one's life is doing because one has specifically chosen to excise the appropriate word from one's vocabulary.

Sigh.

It's not that it's a bad life, or anything. It's usually got almost all good bits in. And they're still in it, and it's recognizably my life. It just feels scrambled badly right now.

- Brooks

Sigh.

My life is f-ed up.

I don't want a f-ed up life.

It's really annoying when one can't even explain what one's life is doing because one has specifically chosen to excise the appropriate word from one's vocabulary.

Sigh.

It's not that it's a bad life, or anything. It's usually got almost all good bits in. And they're still in it, and it's recognizably my life. It just feels scrambled badly right now.

- Brooks

So I should probably note, in reference to the last post....

I should probably note that it was 2am when I was writing it, and it's a rather biased view of how my life has been going. It was just a fair number of things that were piling up all at once, in a way that some of them caused others to pile up, and back and forth.

( LJ-CUT in which I explain, a bit, and ponder at a more useful view of things including ways to make it better. )

So I should probably note, in reference to the last post....

I should probably note that it was 2am when I was writing it, and it's a rather biased view of how my life has been going. It was just a fair number of things that were piling up all at once, in a way that some of them caused others to pile up, and back and forth.

( LJ-CUT in which I explain, a bit, and ponder at a more useful view of things including ways to make it better. )